There's so much I can't say

There's so much I can't say

When I look into your eyes
I'm worried you'll reject me
and hurt my foolish pride
Each day this love grows stronger
but I could never let you know
There's so much behind my smile
that I could never show
I'd hold you for a lifetime,
if you would let me in
I'd love you like no other,
but you don't understand
Each time I see you
you are holding her
The pain is like a knife
cutting deep into my soul
So I'll dream of us together
of just how it could be
And all that you are
will remain a part of me